Questions

How is it that one would take so much when it comes down to the one they love? When do you say enough is enough? Where do you draw the line when they start doing shit they said they would never do? Women after women, late night phone call after late night phone call. How do you not stand to look back on your childhood and say damn, I watched this shit happened as I grew up. When do you realize that the same thing happened to the woman who carried you in her womb? How do you stop yourself from going down the same path? I sit here with a shit load of questions on my mind, wondering if they will even be answered. How can you love someone that much and its not mutual? When does it ever become right? How could this have been prevented? Was it my fault? Is it my fault? Am I that weak when it comes to him? Do I start to become the paranoid woman who always think her husband is doing something wrong? When will it ever stop? Why can't he see that I love him? How did I invest my all and get nothing in return? Will I become that bitter black woman? How do you determine if he is worth all the pain and the tears? How do I love someone so much and am getting nothing in return?