Tuesday, February 24, 2009
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What am I to do? Stuck between a rock and a hard place. With nowhere to go and no one to turn to. My life has completely fallen apart and I'm struggling to put the pieces back together. I have never ever in my life felt so alone and unwanted. Ive had my share of problems in the past but none can compare to what I'M feeling now. My heart has been ripped out my chest, shredded and burned. How can I have put so much love, energy and time to someone who cant even return a quarter of it. I know that they say God will never give you something you cant bear. Well, I think that I'm at my lowest. Even though there are many who are there for me, the one who I wanted there the most has abandoned me. The pain, stress, anxiety, and depression is a concoction for an overdose. Who can handle this all at once? I'm skating on super thin ice and its beginning to break. No more nervous breakdowns or panic attacks. What do I do? Who can I turn to?
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Awww, my lil cuzzie. I read this quote somewhere that said something like, "what do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry in the first place?" But :hug: It may not seem like it now, but you will get through it. I'm sorry this is happening to you. I'm not gonna say all that stuff people usually say about how "this means someone better is waiting for you" cause I know I hated when people said that to me. lol. But, hon.. Jus pray about it. And take one day at a time. You'll always have Jesus to run to.
ReplyDeleteI agree. Turn all of that pain over to Jesus. He can work it out for you. We put too much faith and effort into man-kind instead of God and we end up with the short end of the stick. Pick your heart up chick and dust it off. The one who you needed the most has not abandoned you. Just call on the name of Jesus when you feel that there is no one else.
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