Frustrated, I dont even know what Im feeling

I havent been to sleep and am filled with all types of emotions right now. After having a good conversation with someone early this morning, it would never fail that something would try to ruin my mood. So a couple of days I came to another friend's house to help them pack. Now considering the background us two have many people suggested that we just parted ways, but since things ended on such a good note we decided to be friends. Nothing wrong with that, you live and you learn and move on.I never saw anyone so damn selfish in my whole entire life!!!!! Ugh, just makes me wanna scream cause one he shouldnt be able to pull these emotions out of me and two he's just so damn SELFISH!!! That has played a major part in everything cause he never stops to think about how what he does effects the people closest to him and that wants to be there for him. Take for instance when he came up a while back on leave, we're all at his parents house now his parents is packing up their house so that they can remodel and his dad suffers from diabetes. Now he looks up to his dad a lot like to the point that he basically does a lot of what. This particular day when we were about to go out and spend time as a"family", his dad gets a call from his doctor saying that some kind of test came back and his levels were high and they wanted him to come in to make sure everything was okay. Now instead of making sure his dad was okay all he was concerened about was leaving and going whereever. ARE YOU SERIOUS? Something could be wrong and you're worried about getting something. When it comes to him he doesnt care who or what he hurts to get where he wants to be. Just like he messed up his dad's credit by letting a truck get reposed when his dad cosigned for it. I mean I could keep going but Id rather not. Just the shit he does. But anywho, he knew I was here, knew I was trying to help him out now he gets a call and leaves. Ok thats cool, but when ur ass stays gone all day when Im taking the time out of my vacation to help ya monkey ass out, I think not!! It's probably nothing but these nasty ass females that he's messing with. I mean really come on. Who the fuck is that inconsiderate? I mean I rather not get into the rest cause it just pisses me off but it gets worse. This is why I've become the way I am, because people want to take advantage of me being nice and trying to help them out. FUuckin assholes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!