He's gone

I know that I havent blogged in awhile but unfortunately this isn't how I wanted to come back doing it. Earlier today I received news that Sean had passed this morning. Now for those of you who don't know the situation I've did a few blogs about him before. I don't know how to feel, I cried and cried my eyes out. I thought that I was wrong for crying cause of our situation with him being someone I talked to back in the day but I dont we remained friends til this day. He's always been someone who knew how to cheer me up. Ever since he's been in the hospital it's been hard not being able to pick up the phone and call him just to talk or whatever. Even though when shit down, we kind of picked up where we left off talking but not to that extent. He will be forever someone I miss dearly and will hold a special part in my life. I love you Sean and thanks for always being there when I needed you. I know that with you and my mom looking over me I will be okay.