My heart stops and my breathing quickens
I look down to see my hands shaking
water falls from my eyes and my vision is blurred
the words heard are forsaken
the words are there...
but my voice is hidden
Come on you can do it just say it
millons of thoughts form in my head
and still nothing is said
anxiety, fear, heart broken
my breaths become shorter
its becoming harder for me to breathe
I hear you say "put your head between your legs"
I do..... still nothing
"Now take deep breaths"
I do.... calmness starts to come
slow, deep breaths
the water is still falling
my shakes have stopped
"Are you okay?"
nothing..... slow, deep breaths
My mouth forms to speaks
my voice is slowly returning
the water has stopped
mouth is dry
I reach for my glass
refreshing
the only thing I could say was "yes"
